I think I have a parasite from my many travels and varied cuisine. I have all the symptoms and recently spied some suspicious spec or two in my fecal matter. i am completely panicked. i have researched oral remedies and each mean passing a possibly long parasite. i do not think i am able to do this without being violently ill. i have a germ phobia. is there another meducal treatment that i can pay for that will clean out my colon and both intestine. is there a way to remove these items so i do not have to see or handle the odjects? i have heard about hydrotherapy colonic. will this work? Any other medical procedure I can be asleep through? I literally get hives when i think of seeing a worm or parasite

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Female , Age: 34

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nothing. I am petrified. I always thought this happened due to poor hygiene or similar surroundings. I am at a loss of what to do but am willing to pay for private care-removal as long as i don't see a parasite.