I cannot even put into words how hopeless I am about my life and I have no clue on where to begin to fix it. I am so unhappy and have no idea how to change it to make it better. I hate the way I look, where I live, my boyfriend, school and I just feel like I am going nowhere. I have no idea where to begin to try and make it better. I feel like I do not have 1 person on my side. I feel like I am so stupid. I feel like no one cares for me. How do I change everything I do now to something I like to do, and most importantly how do I actually put the advice someone hands to me in effect? I want to be something wonderful!