Yesterday I was sitting with a friend, and she was talking to me, but I started spacing and I didnt know where I was, it was a feeling like a bad trip on marijuana, and the feeling has continued today. Things were moving in fast speeds, but my subconscience was picking up what i was doing and i continued, but I'd snap back to reality and it would freak me out. Mentally I was freaking out. I couldn’t think straight. My mind was completely unable to function. I could not get a grasp on reality, and any thought I had I could not keep for more than a moment. I felt as though I had lost all control of myself and became unsure of what would happen next. It was a feeling of great despair. The room started to shake once more and I was feeling as though I was loosing all control of myself. I started to go into “warp speed” every few seconds again. Eventually I could interact with other people, I could speak and talk with them, pausing when my mind lost control. I even was able to walk, although it was with great difficulty. It was like I was watching myself in third person. I could go where I wanted, but I was not the one in control of my body. I do not know what to do.
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